i am not a nice person.

i shld've realised that long ago.

not that i'm a villain.

BUT.

i supposed i was living in a bubble of delusion.

ha ha ha.

well,maybe i should start laughing like those evil people in chinese period dramas.

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life is screwing me up.

wait, the academics part IS.

but then again, most part of the other aspects of my life is rather pathetic as well.

"haha, he's a loser"

apparently, so am i.

i love maths.

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such a short fuse, such a low tolerance for long sentences, long paragraphs.

like a carrot being diced.

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I must get over this boulder.

To climb over it, then look back and shatter it to pieces

would be the most fulfilling thing ever.

i'm an ant, youre the gigantor

but i'm hardy

as tough as u are.

Men, prepare the spike shoes.

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so compartmentalised.

how i loathe it.

how inflexible, un-malleable.

segmented.

part of me?

equal to me.

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Argh!!