Just a lousy substitute for when you're bored.



The feeling of being 'used'



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Strangely. i'm rather numb. why ah? I just don't feel anything, no emotions, no strong ones at least. Is there something wrong w me? Have i just tuned out of everything and become some living robot. Its like everything is so normal and understandable to me that i don't feel any sense of injustice. Maybe I try too hard to straddle the fence, accomodating every possible viewpoint that i just don't know what i really believe in. Or should believe in. i'm like neutral. ok, not true, i do have my own opinion. It's just that my emotions are so... WEAK. LOL. aiya, i just feel v numb. When i know i shld not be. Maybe its becos i'm so practical and down-to-earth that it doesnt surprise or agitate/ruffle me.

yeah i guess so.

cld be apathy too. :/:/:/:/


oh wells.
3 econs essay outlines to look forward to.
i want to sleep.
and i want to change my blog skin, its disgusting :)
colour of egg yolk.

BAHHHHHHH

ppl in sg have no time for rest!!!!!
our SoL sucks! :/
and our gdp does not indicate the levels of (dis)satisfaction of life we experience.

should i sleep?

the perennial qn. the battle of the mind and spirit. we shld not be deprived our natural and basic rights to sleep! ppl, lets all leave for sabbaticals! yeah