I had a reasonably good v day today.


First thing in the morn was chapel and our seating arrangement got changed! Arts ppl no longer sitting upstairs.. we've moved down! yay! it felt so weird seeing chapel from literally another point of view. But, its a nice change :)

The atmosphere was really nice. Buzz of excitement all around. And the caf had music blaring all day long. Felt like a holiday X)


Bro and family left for aussie at abt 10am this morn. I didn't really feel sad or anything that my bro was gg away until yesterday night when they were busy packing their last min bags. then i realised the true significance of it :( I probably won't be seeing for a long long time.... maybe a year from now :/ ahhh, no more crazy dinnertime jokes and stories. the house will be quieter cos i will be quieter without him as the fuel to our joke making. but nah, my parents needn't worry about being bored, cos i will entertain them with my antics.


I wonder how it will be like after he completes his studies. Will he grow apart from us? Will he become high and snooty? Will we still continue laughing over nothing and making jokes like in the past? It was only in recent years that our r/s improved and now he's gone for so long. I hope he doesnt change.


was pretty emo in the morning. Felt damn sian during math lesson cos i got annoyed with someone. And to add to that, i suddenly rmbed that my parents and bro were probably on the plane at that time already, ready to leave sg and i felt so alone and left behind. Then i felt like crying. -_- but later it was ok. Gee, i'm pretty easy to please. Not necessarily a gd thing.


Took bus to sch this morn too. so many new experiences. woke up at 6 and left the hse at 640am. Seeing the other students at the bus stop waiting for the bus stop made me realise that these ppl have been doing this everyday, like something so normal to them. Yet, here i was, some newbie, so old, yet still trying to get used to the stillness of morning at the bus stop. When i boarded the bus, so many SA uniformed people were inside already. Had not expected this, though i should have. Reached school very zhun, just nice to take a slow stroll to the cc. The overall experience was quite refreshing. I think i'm beginning to enjoy my independence. hehe.


Oh, and PE was best today. Everyone was damn sian expecting it to be another hiong napfa training session. Then the pe tcher said, "Let's do ur training next week. Today we shall have games" Immediately, the whole class broke into cheers and shouts and we kept clapping and cheering for at least one minute. haha, and he gave a look that was like, okayokay enough and said "Are you all that deprived?" Yes man, we haven't had a single games session for this yr yet!!

In the end we played floorball. i love floorball. not that im good at it. i just whack it whenever i get the opportunity to. midway through the game there wasn;t anyone at the goalpost so i unofficially appointed myself as goal keeper though i was itching to go into combat. Damn scary pls! i dunno why no one was standing at the goal post, everyone else was at the far end trying to score for my team. then whenever the ball comes flying in my direction or an opponent comes running towards me with the ball, I feel like one solitary person standing there alone responsible for the safety of the ball :/ anw, ya lah i played q hard today i guess. Haha, which is the cause of my downfall really. my spine hurt a lot. like everytime i put my weight on one feet there'll be a sharp piercing pain on the right side of my spine, near the tail bone end. today was by far the worst it has ever gotten. Just now the sharp pain almost made my leg give way, like jelly like that, plus pain man.


ok
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shall end off
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oh wait, and tdy's civics was bloody stupid. trust wee to come up w these ideas. we were supp to write our name ona piece of paper and at the back, write down a problem that has been bugging us. then we will put it into her bag and we will pick one from the bag randomly. Whoever's we picked , we had to read it and write a letter of encouragement back. q dumb leh. its like no use. i mean, all the probs we say will be rather superficial, like school work and all. Whats the use of it? gee. what a waste of time.

ok , finished.