I think i better record down what i got for my o's! i got 10points!!! not exceptionally good and not bad either. but i'm more or less grateful for it... cannot expect more!! esp with this kinda laoya brain. at least got God to help me. :D so well, i applied for sa even though i'm still unsure about my decision. had a hell of a time trying to decide where to apply to. i finally submitted the form online at 3.43pm...17 mins before registration closed!! X/ my 2nd choice was cj. cj is nice actually. much bigger than sa me thinks. anyway, i may still appeal back to cj!! :D i think they will accept me lah huh.

Anyway, i officially withdrew from cj on 15 feb. with 3 other people. who are my friends. but not say close close friends. just okay-stick-with-you kinda friends. we went to school at 10pm (during break time) and went to the office to submit our withdrawal forms before proceeding to the canteen to say hi, bye to our classmates. i offered all of them my valentine day cookies. a total of 2 people rejected them. if my memory hasnt failed me. about there lah huh. but most other people said it was nice!! one of them even asked me if i were withdrawing too. i said i was. and she said if i wasn't she would ask me to make her a box of cookies. in my mind, i was like, fat hope man, who says i'll make cookies for you.

so anyway, after hugs and byes we made our way to class to retrieve our stuffs under our desks. lo and behold. more people were lounging in class. and one of the guys, Z.L., said something like, wa you all are very early for school! my friend broke the news tt we withdrew already. and i could see their stunned faces. he asked me if i was withdrawing too and i said yah. so well, i packed up my stuff from under the table and stuffed them into my bag and offered the rest of the class my cookies. i got vday notes from...5 people. then we started taking pictures (my suggestion from the msn convo we 4 ponners had the previous night) with the class. we left the classroom and i was left in charge of taking more pictures since i had wanted to take 'every nook and cranny of the school'. Couldnt bear to leave cj!! felt like crying when i was typing my withdrawal letter the previous night. but no choice lah... don't want to face all the hw, teachers, tests and econs project, w/o my friends!

blah blah blah then we went to the canteen where we enjoyed our last drink there. i ordered a strawberry milkshake takeaway. it tasted like strawberry milkshake w/o the milk. after that we left the school. through the school gates. MEMORABLE MOMENT. since there is a high chance i wont be coming back to cj ever again. 3 of us went to subway at fep and we bummed away our lives till about 5plus. ponners, unite! not something to be proud of though. a bit of me regrets withdrawing. but then the other part doesnt. oh wells.

oh and vday! the all important vday. havent said anything about it. it was pretty normal actually. i ponned school that day and went to no ve na church with my mum to attend mass and pray about choosing the right school for jae. vday was pretty uneventful.. except that i met him at night at the park outside my house after his d b training. so sweet though!! he actually rushed down all the way to my hse. he gave me a small bouquet of flowers. 3 red roses, baby's breath and that purple flower. and a cute apple hp holder. apple as in, apple shape. not Apple the brand. he said he'd been carrying around the flowers (which he hid in a nike shoe box) all day, from school to d b training at k allang. and that people had been trying to see what was inside. we didnt have much time to spend together though. i told my mum that i was going to the minimart to buy sth. prob only abt 15mins. or maybe more if u count the walking time back to my hse. it was all pretty sweet. i gave him a box of cookies. special because there was one with a 'B' in hundreds and thousands and one in the shape of a mouse (i rmb the art lessons in sec2) and 2 in heart shapes. :D

The flowers got some white furry mould on them now though. :( sad, right. i guess i'll have to throw them away. :(

i bummed my life away yesterday. slept for almost a whole day. At night, under the pretext of studying econs, i drew a portrait of uknwwho. couldnt stop looking at it... so nice! looks just like him, although handsome-r, i admit.

Anyway! wonder whats he doing in ny now. all those girls around. eeks. i shld have applied to ac (i.b.). HAHA. too late now.

btw, CNY was great. i wore a red dress with red heels and a big red chain, together with my usual red specs and my red handphone to go along! :)
"I will have a very prosperous new year indeed."
oh and i collected S$178 worth of ang pows! q a bit more than yester-years. talk about prosperous. hahaha.